Lonely

So...I realized the other day that I'm pretty pathetic and really lonely. I haven't seen or hung out with any of my friends outside of work in months. Now don't get me wrong. I love Robbie very much and I love spending time with him, but I need some more interaction with people. I need some girl time especially.

We hang out with his friends quite a bit, but I never see my friends anymore. I talk to them online or via text and that's the extent of my relationship with them. It's pretty sad. No one even tells me if there is anything going on, or asks me if I might want to go out. I think they just assume that I'm content with being a hermit and staying in with my hubby all of the time.

I blame myself. When Robbie and I first started dating all I wanted to do was spend time with him. I just never really got back in the swing of things when it came to going out with friends again. We've been together for over two years. That's a long time to go without seeing your friends on a regular basis.

I might just be overly emotional because my hormones are going crazy right now, but this is how I feel. If any of my friends are reading this please understand I love you all and I do want to spend time with you guys. I'm not trying to withdraw from the world. Ask me to go out to lunch, or to a movie, or something. I'll most likely say yes.

Thanks for reading.